went to support pj for her dance competition. WOOOO~ its nice. really. I DON'T LIE. lols. pj, dun b disheartened yea? remember wad kris said, u r dancing for God, and not anyone. He is pleased. =)
met up wif my darling jelly and darling karine today. well.... a post valentines date. it suppose to be a 6 person date, but it turn out to be a 3-person date. isn't tat pathetic? anyway, thks for jelly and karine who went out wif me. though i may look sian, but i had fun wif u all. cos im tired tats y i dint tok much. so sorry.
initially didn't want to go out. was rather upset when i received a msg fr crayon tat she is not joining us cos she got lotsa work to do. well, i understand. she's in jc and i cant possibly b unreasonable and demand her to come.
there's a little small voice inside telling me..
"hello?! so many ppl not going le. u go for wad?! come on la.... u put in efforts to arrange meetings and no one is making effort. even jus squeezing a few hrs of time, they cant do it! jus GIVE UP on ur darling friends. nvm wad. u still haf ur brothers and sisters. ur poly friends. jus letting go a few friends wun hurt u."
....... perhaps i haf to agree?
ok. may want to clarify sth here. but u may not read my blog la. i might say u changed, but im jus kidding. u r right. u dint changed. its our relationship tat changed. u told jelly tat "you need to make an effort to maintain the relationship". i admit i didn't. i wanted to try. but now... mayb its too late? i dint noe how to start, not even mentioning how to maintain. u r most regretful friend tat im losing.............................
or mayb, ive lose u.
